Don't Ignore me, Just consider me as your friend

I doubt whether I am alive or dead at this moment, Yeah what ever you read was correct.Right now this is the feeling in my mind.

If you care more about one person and that person didn't even consider you as a person/friend what ever , then what will be your feeling ?

Possible responses could be

           Why the hell are you more worrying about him/her , Live ur self and let him/her too.

            Oh Wait wait ,  Thanks a lot for such an advice ,

           However, FYI,  I am neither killing myself nor killing him/her.

           Hey don't be so emotion dude,  In which century you are ? just Ignore such small stupid things 

           OMG !!! comeon please , I am not crying and Please don't make me frustrate too.

Yeah your guess is correct I am Nerd & stubborn, but I really don't care

At this moment I am feeling so sad because I missed my friends , 

If the question is 'Didnt find new friends in your new city atleast in work place ? My answer would be NOPE. I could not find real friends.

Howcome pople become so unmature these days , If you care more about one person the response from the other person also need not be same as yours , but atleast he/she should consider you as a humanbeing. 

You need not spend money for me , you need not listen to everything what ever I am saying. 

Tease me,  no issues. Make fun outa me, Still no issues , but please do not Ignore me , that is more painful.

Atleast consider me as your friend, Thatz all I am expecting from U

PS : Dear friend, You might read this at some point of time , 

       I can't tell you directly, so here 

       "Please don't be selfish all the times.You are like a cute kid to me.

       Eevery one might not think the same way so it might gives wrong impression"

       For sure you don't get all I have written is about you,
       Stupid fellow :P I guess you got it now ?