Loneliness

These days my mind got totally disturbed with few things.Tried to share the same with my friends.
But the sooner I started they will get bored to hear such stories , Infact some of them made fun outa that.
So I thought better jot down the same in my blog. Infact not to get sympathy or something ;-) Just to get some relaxation

Caution : you might also get bored to read such a boring story I have written.
If time is valuble for you then, I suggest you better not continue to read.If any body gets hurt after reading this, I can't help it except saying Sorry.

There was a guy who got a job in a city, where he never thought of going to , even in his Dreams.
Ofcourse ! situations forced him to take such decision.

His mind struggled with some thoughts
        "I am gonna miss my friends badly ..."
                How about your career , Did u ever think about it ?
        "I am gonna miss all the fun that I had with them ..."
                Just Think about future.Itz in ur hands and U can make it more happy.
        "I think this will become the toughest phase of my life"
                If you stay here for some more time , things will become much worse

Most of his friends convinced him to continue with his decision instead of bringing more troubles and tensions going fwd. Many people told him not to worry about the future and the new place.
He made his mind saying "Okay, this is the time to start a new life, get new friends, face the new challenges"

Finally he went there and started his new life ,
In the first few days itself he found hell outa city and office, Yeah it was real hell.
He missed his friends badly and find himself alone in the new city and office.
also the climate of the city , Mosquito bites , Power cuts in the mid nights & the inftastructure of the new ofice made him soo frustrated.Started regreting about his decision.Soon two of his friends came to the city and he was soo excited about it , However the happiness remained only for few days.He had to leave them and went to new place for his personal benfits (may be selfishness)
One day he got soo frusrtated and says

"Oh God ! what happened to the people around me , not even a single person cares whether I existed and working in their team.Though people are sitting around me .. still I am feeling alone.
What will be your reaction, when no body asks you , whether you can join them for snacks , playing TT or atleast for a cuppa cofeee ?"
A few times he tried joining them though they didn't ask him , expecting that from the next time onwards they will def'ly ask him to join them.Neways, that never happened.

So what are you gonna do now ? cry like a girl ? tatz the real stupidity, is n't it ?
But if every one ignores you then such feeling can't be explained, Its pathetic, more than hell.
Emotional sentence by a Friend ... "The longest distance on the earth isn't from North to South It is when i stand infront of you and you ignore me"


I don't think changing the place will bring you more happiness in your life. Infact there is no gaurenty that you will be recognized in another place.
Stand for such hurdles and this is how I used to say to myself all the time , However I can't convince myself all the time right.
This time it drags me into deep depression , thinking always I am alone , Could not able to concentrate on Work :(

Comeon dude , Wakeup , Don't be soo foolish , there are ways to get out of these things.

* Well, So your problem is, some ppl are avoiding and ignoring you right.
mere baath suno , ye sab bhool jao. Why the hell do you want to get recognized by others
First of all you are not a Legend or something and afterall they are some one whom you met in your life just like any other passenger u met while you are travelling.

* Is the reason something like communication problem or racism (I know itz very big word to use).
Then try to be good at those areas where you are lack something If the reason is racism then don't even think about it much ... Just forget it

*you know what ? You are unnecessarily thinking some one is not recognizing you , but how about your old friends and family ?When did u call them recently, Stupid , I know you are not contacting any one and getting worried about some Junk.You should never forget your old friends & family. They are your real friends. get in touch with them first.

* Are you not able to concentrate on your work ?Don't be soo foolish always thinking that you are ignored by some one.Just focus and live your life as you used to do in your earlier days .

* I think once up on a time you were a good devotee :P , But these days I could see you most of the times in malls spending money on some shopping and stuff.Instead  why don't you visit temples and belive in God.

Still if you say you are not feeling good and thinking about the same Junk , No body can help you. .... After all I am your soul .. ! :-)